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| Hot damn. Look at xanga now. Haven't used this in a while now, but who's to say a year was a long time? its actually quite a short while in comparison to the rest of our lives. Haha, I guess by that logic, we are justified in spending hours of our days browsing Facebook, or car forums to see what new relationship has formed or what new part for my awesome v-dub came out. Never the less, I suppose it is still our time, the time we would like to spend and the time we would like to use our life for, whether it is as preposterous as indulging in our favorite social network or fan club. The question is... do i have a point to this whole blog? maybe, maybe not. I mean i am in need of some studying for my final tomorrow, but i still sit here and waste my time typing this short rant about time. Hmm maybe 'waste' is a terrible word, or maybe even 'time' is. Well whatever it is, whatever you call it, bad time management or procrastination, i guess it is still a good use of my time if i enjoy it, even if i have to face the consequences later. I mean, i'm not trying to say procrastination is beneficial to our temporal health, but i say: in the end, if you have a project and you can finish on time, then that's what its all about. Sometimes you need that break away, to come up with something brilliant. not saying you work 24/7-at the same time, not saying you play 24/7 either , but a good balance. I guess that comes to my close, i suppose life is a balancing act, and we just have to realize that. Life, Love, and Time LOL. |
|I want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you I'm your biggest fan|
I thought I'd share that with you...
Today was the first day of scuba diving! we dived in a pool, doing all these excersizes so we don't die out in the sea. It was amazing, and when your in the water at that depth, it feels surreal, like your flying, as if nothing can drag you down, not even gravity.... its quite a rush, although I couldn't pop my ears, at first ( painful) but when I got that down it was fun, and extremely exhausting. I can't wait to see turtles, fishes, reefs, and most of all run the submarine we are building.
I have to say, I'm a wimp, I am afraid of the water, but now I'm diving. What a jump. I suppose you never know whats going to happen. 'life is like a box of chocolates - you never know what your going to get' well in this case, its scuba diving. things just take some time, and it'll happen naturally.
I'm still afraid of the water..... who knows?
I suppose if you want it bad, you just have to go for it. for example, the submarine - "Oden's Rage" haha. No wimping out, no thinking to much. just like in Pursuit of Happyness, "You want it? Go get it," I don't think its those exact words, but somewhere on those lines. I'm afraid of water, but I want to work on the sub so bad, I just have to learn to dive. I can do it for certain things, but I can't do it for others, why? Too much thinking is bad for the heart.
I was talking to a friend the other day, he told me on a car drive back home -you have to do what you want to do, in then end thats what its all about, don't let all those other things distract you. Thats it.
I know this might not be that insightful, but every so often we have to be reminded.
|Man, I feel so extremely lost.... |
God, I hate being all emo.....